This song was originally recorded for the Wonderdrug Records compilation album, "Up The Dosage!" However, the mix that is presented here is slightly different from the final release.
lyrics
Feces Pieces: Last Rites.
(Lyrics: Chris D, Tom P, Steve F. / Music: Paul C.)
This love will blind;
These eyes will betray;
This passion will destroy.
I don't think I'd care to see tomorrow;
Another empty day, filled with nothing but sorrow.
I look back to everything I've ever done;
And blow it all away with the force of a shotgun.
There's no life to breathe in this empty air;
I'll suck it all in, to make sure that I'm not here.
There is nothing much for me here anyway;
And it's better if I don't stay.
Because I'll never be,
What I want to be.
I've failed constantly,
And it sucks the life out of me.
Hate, what I feel;
It's what I've become.
I'm giving in when I knew that I've lost,
Because all of the others won.
In and out of my life,
Can't you see that something's not right?
If you leave me today, I'll die tomorrow;
And once again I'm left with sorrow.
Can't find the strength to get by;
I've failed at life and I should just die.
I welcome death, but taught to fear it;
You can't touch my soul, can't even come near it.
I'm failing life and you can't help me...
Can't help me... Help!!!
I don't think I'd care to see tomorrow;
Another empty day, filled with nothing but sorrow.
I look back to everything I've ever done;
And blow it all away with the force of a shotgun.
There's no life to breathe in this empty air;
I'll suck it all in, to make sure that I'm not here.
There is nothing much for me here anyway;
And it's better if I don't stay.
credits
released April 1, 1998
Recorded & Mixed In October 1997 At New Alliance Audio, Boston MA, By Ken Cmar. Produced By Ken Cmar & Feces Pieces.
Executive Producer: Ken Cmar, C/O Wonderdrug Records.
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